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It's like I'm worse to this person because someone else's daughter seems altruistic to approve of me.

Pulling Me in the Picture and in Advance

Someone in a high place symbolically gives me a hard time sometimes and said symbolically, "I don't care if you ever get an Academy Award," and it seems like she supported in a weird way that an Academy Award was given like someone's name was spelled the same way and she was just impressed with her and didn't try to take her from her mom in that way like happened with me with her.  She thinks I'm interesting to keep up with but not good enough.  I think the girl copies her mom.  She also is onto my cousin, like she had an unfair life but maybe also because of who her mom is, my aunt.

A Way to Get More Attention

Sometimes, I think they act like they are sad they sometimes feel they are not "good enough" for their mom.  They just get more of a different attention.  They don't mean it and seem giddy, a topic I've talked about, here maybe, sorta backing away but saying don't go.